put on your red shoes by YouInventedMe, literature
Literature
put on your red shoes
the calendar
claims
there is a
difference
echoed by
this
dissolved distance
but every
part of me
believes
it isn't so
love
you are my glimmer
and my glow
the truth sings
in continued sparks
(the pushing back
of the dark)
in how my heart-
beat
skips
the same way
a mirror of
the first seconds of
the first day
and
we do not dance
but if you should say
I will run
I will hide
love
I will stay
the ways I used to spell lonely by YouInventedMe, literature
Literature
the ways I used to spell lonely
tv was my life and then
movies were my life and then
music was my life and then
my illness was my life and then
silence was my life and now
my life is my life
cobbled together family
endless lousy poetry
mountains (inside of and)
surrounding me
moments of pure existence
give them time to miss you? by YouInventedMe, literature
Literature
give them time to miss you?
but what if they live
deep in my every fiber
every tissue
what if I know
no other way to love
than with my
whole heart
what if I never have
and am not about
to start
to turn affection
to withholding
like some sort of game
what if it's like
learning
some new magic
word
every time
she says my name
and why on earth
would I not want
to brighten
or to lift
the day of the same human
whose presence in my
life is such a gift
if distance does not
dampen
the flames
when we're apart
why should I
not try
to warm her bones
with the fire
in my heart
and if I can shape
her smile
from here
with words
why should
skin
be the only
way
I tend to let
the whirlwind
in
on behalf of hearts
that beat
outside my
skin
to taste
red & black
secondhand
it is an honest
almost
ache
to see
to
understand
I am awed
and opened up
adoring
and all my instincts
speak of shelter
it is
each and every
second
love
There are days when
just a scent calls
your memory and
I am lost in the past
Though I try to feel
the memory as a
pleasant recollection
the loss remains so unbearable
tears overtake smiles
your image fades the present
These years when
you are supposed
to be only dust
have formed from
my existance ash
and concrete a
monochrome of gray
I want to say
I miss you
though these words can
never convey the void
I cannot navigate
too vast to fathom
too deep to end
I tried moving on
but there are not
enough boxes to
pack the emptiness
you left behind
paths may change
though the landscape
stays the same
I've been on this trip before
there is never a map
roads are added
names are changed
some even disappear
I try not to travel
these streets too much
--not many of them are good to follow
and sometimes I still get lost
seldom a short journey
I know where this will lead
there are times I wish
I had no time for these journeys
most routes lead back to you
I used to wonder why
you have been gone all of these years
--visiting you means visiting a grave
I want to move on
I want the course
to lead somewhere
with a brighter view
but I know why I return
my thoughts come back to you
to tell you
The sunrise is silent
Behind the receding hush
Of a city just waking up
Emily's hair reflects
The sun's reds and oranges
And smells of cigarettes
We're lying on top of the pergola
Not interested or deterred
By the dew and the droppings
Just her in my arms
And this: a brand new day
Out of my window drift soft tunes
The first few notes of Parking Lot
Are the sweetest ones for me
We promised eachother
That we wouldn't have a song
Our song was supposed to be
A self-written cry of relief
Etched into the wrists of young teens
But Mineral could say that better
With screaming guitars and off-key vocals
Ironically, it just seemed
I am so glad it is finally November. That's when I actually get time to myself.
My internet, though working better than it did, still has issues. Many times I find it easier to be on dA with my phone rather than on my computer.
What have I been up to? Plenty! I actually had ideas for poems that I posted recently. Both of them inspired by people I know. (Thank you! You know who you are!) I also have an idea for more thanks to my friend ~rebel-brat (https://www.deviantart.com/rebel-brat). I'll get that one as soon as I work on it a bit more and it is ready.
I've been around. Several people know that!
Next time I do a journal, I will highlight other artists on here.
Anyway,