Love and Other Metaphors by rebel-brat, literature
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Love and Other Metaphors
I have started journals with
“I met someone”, decorated in tears,
ersatz heartbreak the colour of blue
painted his eyes in Van Gogh starry nights
and chased highs to forget the blows.
I have tasted champagne on his lips,
strawberry tart and regret bitter,
strange emptiness that spreads
through all the crevices he touched
and all the un-nameable places
where Sadness has parked.
I have started poems with “I think I’m in love”,
spelt with flowery language and rhyming couplets,
pantomiming at relationships, flourished
and embellished by checklists, one, two, three,
fall.
fall, fall, fallen. Before I really knew
Lo
Lessons of Summer (2017) by rebel-brat, literature
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Lessons of Summer (2017)
Summer. 2010.
Bright sunshine, humidity: high,
long commutes through airports,
busy people, busy lines,
always a plane ride away.
You used to tell me “Things Change”,
capitalized, like the list you kept internalized
all the memories we’d make, ticked off,
one by one. “Best girlfriend ever”, the first
changes you. Defines you. You gave me
Summer and words and long, languid kisses.
Long nights spent alone, waiting
tamping down the empty, tamping down the lonely.
I walked museums for hours,
passing the time while you pledged your fraternity,
while you went to class, while you did “Things”
always expec
Tick-tock, tick-tock. Tick. Tock. by rebel-brat, literature
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Tick-tock, tick-tock. Tick. Tock.
the clock ticks
as hands wave
hello goodbye hello goodbye
seconds pass the hours
pass the years.
you left, taking
the easy road, the goodbye that was
never said, sent
with a postcard, simple note
like the years we spent together
meant nothing more
and just like that, we were over
before we’d begin, again
always as the weather turns cool.
our seconds streaking by
another forever, another day
hands waving, forever leaving
blowing hot and cold, aging forward.
some people are lessons.
your temperamental smiles
a judge on the horizon
every lesson of summer, earned
from the years we spent
trading notches, spreadeagled
lying under you, abov
I took a break.
I took a break for my heart
to splinter back into one,
formed some wholeness
I’d long abandoned
when I jumped ship
into these grown up forays.
I foraged in the wild
losing myself
in the foliage, in the depths
of despair, in his arms
the arms that curled
but never caught.
Never wanted to be tangled.
His hello warned me
Don’t get too close.
You will lose, again
you have always lost
yourself, in arms that wouldn’t
hold you tight, all in the hopes of
finding something.
She told me some things end
something. I smiled. A sad knowledge
permeating the air, humidity damp cheeks
as growing up becomes euphemism
for
When I was 16, and so young
I said my favourite colour was blue
because I did not know that there were
other types of girls, and that it was OK
to be different.
On a school trip then, we hiked
several mountains up, too close to the skies
and I tasted the stars, shimmery and sweet,
against your neck, your still-boy-almost-man stubble
burning, burning, burnt
Whiskey sweet, devouring
every inch of my being, I felt the wait
of a million worlds, constellations that crissed-
crossed, always crossed,
star lovers.
Now, at 25, a quarter of a century
older, I say, I’m sorry I never loved you better.
I did not know, then, that there were
other
Evolutions and Mutations and 'Alien' Minds by rebel-brat, literature
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Evolutions and Mutations and 'Alien' Minds
Dinner
last night
with an old,
new friend
was enlightening.
Over a vegan meal
we discussed
anthropological issues
— Polynesian versus Asian,
versus the “right type of Asian”,
social awareness or collective shift?
Speaking of liberal art educations, and philosophy majors, how many of us does it take to change the world?
One
(school of thought)
.
There’s a quote,
somewhere,
about Einstein saying
“insanity is doing the same things over and expecting different results”.
Insanity is not knowing when to quit.
Tai-chi the soul into varying degrees of complacency,
relaxation and fluidity.
Water, aft
Love and Other Short Stories by rebel-brat, literature
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Love and Other Short Stories
It’s not that I can’t love you anymore,
it’s that I don’t want to.
The days trickled into years,
unravelling the tapestry of our limbs
Casual snippets snipping
— snapping —
the last threads of us.
The future looms, as it does, as it always will.
Your tender eyes were a dropped stitch
weaving tales of fantasy and love.
I guess you wanted a Princess,
or some form of Juliet
to lie prone in your arms
but my warrior heart blanketed yours
and you learnt that
not all Beauty is created fragile
and I learned that
not all monsters are men.
Some are sweet little boys
with charming smiles, eager
to ride off o
The night came in shades,
fades
into brilliant storms,
forms
pieces of us
past
the bed that creaks,
ekes
a space in my heart,
dart
past the lines in sand,
bend
genuflections from the waist
faced
with memories of grace,
place
your hand upon mine,
find
your place in my heart,
art
that echoes in memories,
trees
swaying in the evening breeze,
freeze
the night that I might find,
mind
lips on your lips
hips
grazing your sheets
heats
up with our bodies
stories
unfold in midnight
light
me up with your words,
hurts
that fade
in the shade.
Fairytale: A Modern Love Story by rebel-brat, literature
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Fairytale: A Modern Love Story
Take me home tonight
We can act out fairytales
You can be Beauty.
I will read out the
braille in your skin and give you
new stanzas and form.
We can make believe
that I am the Beast and that
I will not let you
go. I will build a
prison from Neruda and
maybe you will stay.
Take me home tonight
we can pretend that you are
not my addiction.
You are not 90
proof or Marlboro reds or
bourbon that burns and
I will not drink in
the splendor of your skin, and
maybe we can just
Ignore the way the
last petal is drooping and
that you are not the
Cause of my endless
death or narcissism and
that I do love you.
Take me home tonight
and I will